Mary,
the mother of Jesus
The scent of Spring borne by air,
Makes me think of baby hair;
The ringlets turned in disarray,
The small pink feet, the hands at play.
The child I carried and watched as He grew;
The child that must die, I always knew.
The angel light told me of Heaven.
That I was blessed of all women;
That God’s Son was mine for a little while,
That I would have Him as a child.
But when he grew and became a man,
He must go and take His stand
In this world of dark and hate;
He must go and wipe the slate
Of sin clean so all could know
The goodness of God, and so His foe
Would lose the grip upon this land
That He has held since Eve first handed
The fruit to Adam, and Adam bit.
Until my son, there was no end to it.
But
still I think of thirty years;
All
the joys, all the fears;
They
were His like any man,
But
that of course was in God’s plan.
He
must feel what we all feel,
Know
the burden of eating meals,
Share
the hardships of heat and cold;
Learn
of temptations while growing old.
Through
Him God would understand
What
it was to be a man.
All
of this I’ve come to see,
But
He is still my son to me.
How
hard it will be to let Him go
When
as my son I love Him so.
And
how does a mother describe the loss?
How
does she watch her child on the cross
Die
like a criminal high in the air –
To
save the ones who put Him there?
I
know that when He rises from the dead
He
will come not to me, but to the world instead.
He
is theirs now, He is no longer mine;
For a mother lets go when she knows it is time.